I am not having a good food day and I figured a confession was in order so that I could accept that I've had a bad day and move on and do better tomorrow.
I haven't been to a Weight Watchers meeting since Christmas. I am going to start going again this week. I am still feeling pretty good about my weight though because the size 8's that I am back in are still fitting. So while I know I've put a little back on (I don't know how I couldn't have) I don't think I've put on that much. (I think the daily walk that I do on my lunch break at work has saved me.)
Anyway, all I've wanted to do this week is eat. Most of the time I can control myself, but today it wasn't happening. I don't know what the deal is. Maybe it's just hormones or whatever since I'm supposed to get my period next week (TMI, but whatever). Today I have been to the vending machines twice - something I NEVER do. I got a honey bun (WTF?) this morning and a Kit Kat and Orange Crush (not diet - I can't remember the last time I drank a soda that wasn't diet) this afternoon. Throw a trip to a drive-thru Mexican food joint for lunch and I've had an awesome day.
Normally I would just totally give up on any semblance of a diet after this sort of day. That was the old Becky. The new Becky is going to suck it up, admit I had a bad day, and get back in gear tomorrow. I've got to! I have a wedding to be in in April and I don't want to ruin my sister's pictures the way I ruined my own.